Sunday, November 14, 2010
It's day 12 and the days are not getting easier. I know that it will take a long time, but each day feels like it will never end. I don't want to talk, but at the same time all I want to do is talk about him and how much I miss him. I keep looking for him to walk through the door or to call me on the phone. I can't accept that this is real. I hate the way that people look at me and that everyone wants to help me. I don't want help, I just want my husband. I don't want to be a widow. I just don't want any of this.
Posted by Lisa at 11:17 PM