I am also unsure about him being home. They didn't do anything in the hospital, so there is no reason for me to believe that we aren't going to be there next week. We have no answers and not much hope that we are going to get any.
Today I was feeling especially overwhelmed and just wondered how much more of this we can take. Gess seems to be weathering this better than me, which makes me feel weak (and I really don't like to feel that way).
I am exhausted, utterly exhausted. The very thought of CF makes me want to burst into tears right now. But, I'm the only one here, so I can't break. I have to keep it together somehow. So, here's to hoping that I can and that Gess can spend more than a few days out of the hospital.