Friday, May 15, 2009
I am making baby shower invitations and part of me just wants to cry. I mean, I am happy for my friend. But every day I think about not being able to have kids. I hate that CF takes that away from me--it is going to take my husband and also takes this dream away. I will never have a baby shower (I didn't even have a wedding shower, but that is another story). I will never been able to feel a baby inside me. I will never be able to decorate a nursery or hear someone call me "mommy." And you know what, that just sucks. It is not fair, and quite frankly, I hate it.
Posted by Lisa at 11:21 PM