there, but it was probably the scariest thing that I have ever
experienced. I was getting ready to leave for a CFF event and
wouldn't have been there if it had happened 10 minutes later. It
probably lasted about a minute, though it is hard to tell. The worst
part was when it was over his lips were blue and he was
nonresponsive. He just laid there with his eyes open but he would
respond to anything. I called 911 and then my friend Tasha. The fire
truck got there rather quickly and Gess finally started to be somewhat
responsive. He was really confused and kept asking me what happened.
They made sure he was stable, gave him o2 and called for an
ambulance. It seemed to take forever for them to get there and get us
to the ER.
The ER doctors think that it was caused by demoral. They also said
that meropenem (one of the abx he is currently on) can cause
seizures. They took blood and urine to measure the demoral
metabolites in his system, but we won't have those results for awhile.
The ER sent him home, though I would have prefered for them to admit
him. I did have the ER doctor consult with the pulmonary doctor on
call (who happens to be the director of the CF clinic) and she agreed
that it was fine for him to come home. We are staying at our friends'
house tonight so that I have back up in case something else happens.
I'm freaked out and scared that it is going to happen again, and worse
that I won't be there when it does. I called Gess's dad who
immediately booked a plane ticket and will be here at 3:00 pm
tomorrow. There really isn't anything that he can do, but I will be
glad to have him. Gess was mad that I told him to come, but I didn't
know what else to do.
I keep playing the last few days in my mind to see if there was
something that I missed or something that I should have done that
might have prevented this. I did not want him to get discharged from
the hospital yesterday. We actually got in an argument about it. I
just felt like he still needed to be there, but he wanted to come home.
I feel so much responsibility for watching over him and feel like
lately I have been failing.